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I'm an artist, nerd, geek, actress, and more. This is my personal blog for my personal life. My main web hub is actually at: http://theamysloan.com

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How in the world did I ever find such a perfect partner?!!! /swoon

I love my sweet kitty

(via ktdepp)

It’s just that you have to want to marry SOMEbody, not just someBODY.
Amy in Stephen Sondheim’s Company

krystyl:

The #94 Rules Of A Gentleman

“So goodbye dear, and amen, here’s hoping we’ll meet now and then; it was great fun but it was just one of those things.”

I’ve had this song stuck in my head for the last couple days, probably due to recent revelations.

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I Love You, You're Perfect, Now Change

“Standards, I used to have some standards, but man by man every standard meandered from me…”

-Single Man Drought from I Love You, You’re Perfect, Now Change

Sometimes I find myself wondering how different my life would be today if I hadn’t had such a life altering experience when I was 20 years old. My perspective changed, my goals changed, everything changed.

Who would I be today? Where would I have gone? Would I still feel as broken, perpetually trying to re-obtain what was taken from me? Did it make me a stronger person, or a better person? Was there any good that came from it? I’m still asking myself these questions all these years later. I get more numb to it as the years go on but I find that it still steers my life.

It made me afraid to give in last fall, when someone offered me exactly what I wanted, but didn’t know it yet. Now all I want is that chance again, but it’s no longer there. So many missed opportunities. So many “What if’s?”

And I overanalyze it all. I torture myself. I am my own worst enemy.

Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.
Robert Frost